Decorated Emergency

arrr, after over 2 weeks i finally realised i linked up wrongly.. paiseh!

http://thebookofideas.wordpress.com

seriously,

i dont know why you have to do this. there were so many other options, yet you chose the same one everytime.

and then you're not the only one implicated everytime. the last time i held back from actually committing felony. but really i was just trying to protect the house. even then, i wouldnt have been the real assailant.

i felt useless the last time round. all i could do was shake and cry in anger after it. and then build up resentment and vengeance.

i dont say anything because i thought u were wiser. i dont impose my thoughts onto another person, but you of all people should be able to differentiate between whats right and wrong. i cant believe you are making the same mistake.

i was stopped from hitting that bitch who was creating a commotion.

you know what? this time round, if it hits again, i wont hold back. i have had enough of watching my back each time u make the same mistake.

i am shaking in anger.

looks like i have to watch my back one more time. because i have another enemy.

I WILL HIT YOU. THIS TIME ROUND, NO HOLDING BACK.

i have relocated!

http://thebookofdesigns.wordpress.com

but this will still be around for keepsakes.

ooooohhh my creative juices are flowing and i have already thought of at least a dozen ideas for marketing!

alternative marketing!

i hate myself because i thought i was stronger than this.

i have a confession to make.

for the longest time, i have always had a thing for boudoir lingerie.

and that, includes corsets.
ssshh.

but they are sexy. and erotic, depending on how you wear it.

hmmmmm..

yesterday at work all i could think of was jiujitsu and grappling.

and today we talked about techniques.

and then i saw tony jaa in ONG BAK 2 (its out ssoooon!!!) poster at lido.

and then i heard mubarak won gold at all-style martial arts tournament today.

now im just having sparring syndrome.

i dont think i can completely leave martial arts out of my blood.
hmmm.

arrr what is this diana stop staring at tony jaa's photos like a fangirl. where is my tom yum goong dvd anyway right when i need it.

ITS MISSING.
*sniff

i'm ashamed to admit this actually (well not really ashamed..but well) but i am A LIVE CONCERT VIRGIN. yeahhhh i've never been to a rock concert and moshed and do the stuff that people do when high. then again, i am not fanatic enough to go to anyone's concert. the last time i badly wanted to go to a konzert was when i was madly in love with linkin park.. 6 years ago?!? HAHA. so let's see at what age i will go to a konzert for the first time. who wants to bring me somewhere?? :D
maybe if tony jaa came to singapore hmmmm..


ok, i just thought of this since its almost end of 2008..
NEW PROJEK!!

i need to take a photo with all my friends.. i feel like chronicling my first year in sp. ok, on to photo collage with EVERY SINGLE PERSON I MET IN FIRST YEAR. so i'll be coming atcha guys. the last 6 years of education in tkgs and sajc was spent without a shred of sentimentality and now i dont have many pictures of those days. i am not about to make that mistake again!

diana will be going around snapping pictures with you guys when i see you.


dont run ehh.

EDIT:
Matt just told me my 20th will fall on a FRIDAY. FRIDAY THE 13th!!
akan datang: DIANA GRACIE.

:)

for some reason today, i felt in control. there wasnt anything that was pressurising me today actually. i just felt as if my lifestyle had begun to unravel itself anew.

studied with diyanah again today, the both of us slept through school and came in the afternoon to do some studying- and more i guess.
HAHA, and she's so happy today.. u know what i mean diyanah.

i went for jiujitsu after that, and at the end of the class somehow, i felt empowered- just a little. grappled here and there; i realised that i am no good at grappling, but hey, there's always room for improvement. i might actually drop by  sp bjj on monday evenings since calvin's there and get my grappling fix but i doubt i have the time. plus the gi is too heavy to lug ard every other day! anyway today i learnt something new, there's this component of jiujitsu i never did before and its called the hambo (sp?) - its pretty much like kendo, only that we dont use a katana but a regular wooden stick. sensei lee said i was pretty natural with the stick, i was surprised myself since i rarely use weapons. but i got hit in the head!

and yeah, those pills are something. energy!

my 3am sparring syndrome acting up again.. i feel contented today.